breaking the ice

im deciding after a while.. to write something on my dusty..cricket singing.. barren blog... haha.. so yeah... today is just an opening for a long time of none blogging..as an opening.. I'll start off with how im doing with my life now..my life is quite odinary id say... develop new friends.. even new haters.. but i tend to just overlook those kind of people.. I just hope eventually we can be friends...real friends..lets just keep my fingers cross.. actually ive never been happier like this..i have people who truly love me.. and i appreciate each second they spend with me.. but one thing never changed though.. I never fail to continue building myself a shell, made myself a prisoner, sheckled by my own fears. im still trying to lose this habit.. but i guess.. it takes time.. im fortunate to have my other half supporting me all the way through... i think that's about it for today... pray the best for me everyone.. :)