hello earthlings..
its been ages since i last updated my blog..life has been busy since. im pursuing my medical study n now in my second year. the reason i started to write today is bcoz..well..i think im having doubts about my decision in becoming a doctor..why u might ask?
well.. this thought habe never occurred to me before..but as I age..I realise my dream to settle down n start a family is becoming stronger day by day.. then i realise being a doctor needs u to give a thorough dedication in ur job day in and day out..im beginning to be concerned if i'll have time for my kids.. my husband...? I dont want to miss out every moments in their lives... but being a doctor will require me devoting most of my time with my work. As i continue to ponder about this.. the love of my life also share the same concern,,, i hope i'll find the answer soon..after all ive gotten this far already..im sure Allah has plans for me already...i just need to clear the path and cherish the moments i have now..coz the future will still come,,but there's no turning back to past,,,cherish what i have now and worry less about the future. :)
that's it for now guys... pray for me to make the right choices.
